Loving you

Tell me what do i mean to you?
when i call you dont bother to answer
but ignore my calls
show me what ''i'' means
according to you!
i love you
thats what i say and also
proved it in different ways
but 4 you its only easy to say just to say and not mean it
i cant see you anymore
and the f**k up part was loving you the most
i can take this tear and let it drip
thats how you make me feel
i pretend to be OK but that hurts the most
to try and move along the road
it is you
it's i shall earse this
ill watch you fade away
and now i know loving you
whats my deepest cut
its just like rain washing you away 2day
and like paper taring my heart apart
what upsets me its easy for you to say goodbye
and not care for your lies
as i sit here at this very moment
jotting this down
as i swipe my eyes
and say it to my heart ,no more loving you!