Not The One

I thought you were the one,
The one I wanted,
Wanted for the rest of my life,
From age 11 until I die.

You were all I wanted,
All I wanted for the 9 months I went out with you.
The most perfect 9 months,
Well so I thought.

We thought it'd be perfect,
Until you broke my heart.
And ruined half of my life,
Half of my life I can't fix.

I know I've moved on,
But I need help,
Help fixing the half of my life,
That was shattered into tiny pieces and just left there to suffer.

I know now you aren't the one,
Not the one I want,
Not the one I need,
I don't need for the rest of my life.