Feelings

I held everything in for so long, all my feelings
Hurt, happy, fear and pain, i never told you.
Yeah you pissed me off, I'd never admit it
Afraid you'd leave, it's been driving me nuts
Yeah it felt great the way you touched me
Afraid you'd abuse the pleasure i shut up
Yeah I freak when you leave, thinking you'll cheat
Afraid she'll take you from me, i cry inside
Yeah i cut myself thinking you didn't care
Afraid to be without you, here by my side
Yet i still put myself through this everyday
Just so i can spend forever with you