All i can do

At night,
i cant sleep,
so i cry,
from being stuck in all thoose memories,
all the sadness u left me in,
im about to break,
i cant stand through this without u,
like we use to be.
happy together,
not worrying about what anyone else thought,
i just cant do it much longer,
its just to hard,
i want to give up but i no that would be worse for me,
but then it might be better being released from all the pain,
and not feeling a thing anymore,
but i cant cuz i would never see u again,
and theese tears would have ment nothing at all.