Stayin up all night thinkin up ways to change the past, but when I think it'll last it goes blast. I thought I wanted some thing that just wasn't rite. I did not realized you just wouldn't stay in my sight. I just don't wanna fight tonight. I wanna tell you that I love you and that I wish I still had you, but wishes upon stars just don't come true. I hope you realize that I am gonna die without you by my side. I know what I did was F'd up. I just wish I didn't mess us up. When I lay in bed I say to myself it was not worth it. Do you remember how I said that I would die for you?? Well here I am killin myself because I thought we would stay together no matter what. I hope you know that I love you and that I would do any thing just to get a second chance but I did what I did and I cant go back. I know I hurt you bad, made you frown, but most of all I let you down. I really did not mean to do all this. Believe me when i say that I died today. Well I did my heart broke in two and I just could not take it so I slit my wrists. I know I promised you that i would never do that again but i don't know what to do with out you. Well my time is runnin out so let me say this one more time I love you and I am sorry for the pain i caused you. Good Bye!!!
