My last artwork

Looking back on my little actions,
Seeing all those big reactions.
This torture continues on and on.
To all my, who are gone
You were the greatest
My world, my life...
What made you do it?
What pushed you too far?
What is it like... living in the stars?
Now turn your back.
Look away.
I dont want you to see,
As I set my life astray.
One last cut
Thats all I need
Goodbye,
Mum, Dad, im sorry
I'm sorry for not being
The perfect girl you wanted
Sorry for breaking stuff
Sorry for being me...
Im not the ARTWORK
Im the ARTIST
-My blood will be my last artwork-