He's had my entire life in his hands from the very start
But in the beginning, I rebelled and didn't want to take part
I didn't see what it would change or what good it would do
Telling myself, God doesn't want someone like you
I felt like I was worthless and like I wasn't good enough
There were so many times I wanted to take my own life and give it all up
Couldn't stand the pressure, couldn't stand the pain
My days were becoming more and more filled with rain
Until one night I heard a message that hit me right in the heart
I finally realized that I was missing out, I needed to take part
I saw the things that would change and the good that it would do
In my heart I began to know, God does want someone like you
To him I'm worth so much and I AM good enough
I wanted more of him, I knew I couldn't give this up
There's still pressure and there's still pain
But in the end, I gain, when I endure some rain
