Always be waiting

I wish i could show you and just make you see
That i want you here forever right beside me
There are no words to say what i feel for you
This feeling comes from what you say and do

When i am with you my heart skips a beat
My throat goes dry and i can bearly speak
When you touch me and hold me i melt inside
But when you pushed me away something in me died

Why are you scared of something you haven't tried
When you said you don't trust me i broke down and cried
Because i know your the only one in my heart
It's hurts when u say that you think I'm a tart

You said don't hurt me that it would be to hard
You wouldn't give me the chance or let down your guard
I wanted the chance to prove that i could
Be faithful and love you and always would

Now I've realized we wont be together
Not then, not even now, not ever
My broken heart will eventually mend
But promise me now that we'll always be friends

Loving you as a partner just comes instantly
I can love you as a friend if thats all you want from me
But if you eventually decide that you want to be more
I'll always be waiting for you to knock on my door!