Courage

Why didn't I build up courage to say something?
So many years hiding my feelings
Waking up and wishing I could tell you
Making love to you and not feeling in love
Dreaming of flying away

Sometimes I felt I betrayed you and lied
Then I felt, how could I turn my back on you?
When I was all you had

Your family might hate me
But don't they see I gave my all to be there for you
I couldn't keep dying inside, I was becoming my own death
I was slowly committing suicide

My heart now is cold as ice
Look into my eyes and they lead into a dark abyss
I was a coward, with all my strengths and still
I never had the courage to say
It's Over....