Feeling Boxed in

No where to run,No place to hide
Now that you are not by my side
I feel like a part of me is mislaid
And memories of us together is going to eventually fade

The box only ever shrinks
I'm Getting trapped inside
Can I find the missing link?
Or do I have to take this in my stride
And remember that i have already tried

Wanting but not being able to have
You, Is the hardest thing i will ever do
To turn around pretending I do not love you
Do not you realise what i am saying is all true?

You never see the hurt in my heart
Because the hurt i have been covering up from the start
Through the lies and deceit will I ever be able to sort through it all?
To find the truth which is that dull sparking ball
Before the ground gives way and I fall