For a long time i wanted to be close to you and was jealous of the one that was. but now i am grateful for the way things were because i have been hurt enough through life and i am glad you didnt hurt me when you walked out on the family. in fact i was relieved because you could hurt me no more not until the day you walked back in their lives. that destroyed me having to see everyone go through the heartache you caused so many times before
