Regret

I feel guilt for what we had to go through, because of me we all lost contact with you.
why did i have to say what i saw with you and my sister on the floor?
families are supposed to stick together but i tore ours apart, now its too late to make a fresh start.
why me? why did i have to see what wasnt even there? why did i care?
please forgive me for the pain i caused i wish life could be paused. IM SORRY