I don't know why I write anymore, my senses lead me here and express my true feelings for someone who's always on my mind and in my heart, its a burden not to hear from her, its a crime to not know whether the 1 you love is alive or not and its torment that plagues me for not having the power to keep you safe.
My life feels like its unimportant and there's no real reason for me being here, somehow I've lost my way and lost my sense of who I am, its liked somebody has robbed me of everything that has ever made me Happy in order to make me atone for something I never did.
I fought for you to be in my life and I fought to try to always try and be there for you and I fought my family to let them know that you are the most important person to me and if I have to fight even harder to find you, bring on the world because as long as you're the 1 I'm looking for nothing will ever stop me.
Dedicated to Mary, my best friend and most loved person, I'll always look for you.
