Tired and Afraid

by Tammy   Aug 13, 2007


Why is it so hard
to find someone to care?
All I really need
is for him to be there.
I'd do anything in the world
that he wanted me to do,
is it too much to ask
for him to do it too?
Then there are the drugs
tearing us apart
I wish he only knew
how it's destroying my heart.
I try hard to express
the beautiful love I feel,
it seems every time I try
he just takes another pill.
I believe with all my heart
he really does love me,
but sometimes it seems
the drugs are all he sees.
I honestly do love him,
but more and more I cry,
just thinking how it'd be
without him in my life.
Then there are the times
he's the sweetest man in the world
showering me with flowers
showing I truly am adored.
So you see my heart is torn
between the two sides of him.
I am tired and afraid
to start all over again.
Tonight he has decided
not to sleep in our bed
he's in the other room
me, not knowing what's in his head.
The night will be restless
without him holding me tight,
I pray it will be different
come tomorrow night.

© Tammy Lively

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  • 12 years ago

    by Robert Gardiner

    I hear you. A Good Write!!!

  • 17 years ago

    by Lost & Delirious

    This is such a sad poem, and you describe perfectly your emotions, how it hurts you and how you don't want it to end. Very sad... I loved it. =)

  • 17 years ago

    by ToRn iiN2 PeIcEs

    Great poem nice emotions

  • 17 years ago

    by Ingrid

    A very dangerous choice...a man with an addiction. It is true that love can overcome all obstacles, but only if you both want it!
    I hope he wakes up in time!

    Take care,

    5/5 Ingrid

  • 17 years ago

    by Amy Jo

    Girl this sounds just like me and my boyfriend, if you are truly going through this talk to me I know how you feel you should also read my recent poem called Body Rage. I think you'd be able to connect a little bit in that poem or some of my explicit poems also.