Fade away

When I'm a child you loved me so much you only lifted me up by the hair
When I was a adult you bashed me until I couldn't stand

How many times dose it take to stop
When i begged n pledged for you to stop

Cant you see I'm doing nothing!

Please god, please ... please just stop!

.........

~whispers~ -- Tried going to help but they mocked me
Tried screaming out but no one to save me ~

Let me end my suffering in my own way.
Please let me die in peace
Please let me end this, let this finish...

I know, I know, I'm not OK..
How many times can I take this pain to end someday

Tormented, Hated and wanting to fade away
Let me leave today, I'll say nothing
I'll run away
never fell pain again,
Just fade away.