Why is your face so readily admirable....
In a moment of freedom or in a moment of thought.
It is the kindled that is rekindled with each smile....
A breath taking elevation.In happiness or sorrow..
My restlessness is drooling at your eyes,
The god gifted glow, the identity of your deeds,
A face that is the master of all envy...
A morally created diamond, what priceless possessions u possess,
Confident Dignity and the ever protecting shyness...
That piece of cloth, that beautiful scarf.
It is the strongest mujahid, a preserver of privacy...
I am in love. the powerful lonesome love...
the agonizing, responsible love..
I have this urge..the curious guilty urge...
to dive in the unrevealing grounds you conquer...
To drown my self and let all my stains be known to u and all my colors as well..
the faded used colors, the symbolizing overdue colors.
damn this fear...the regressive confused fear....
My diversion to doubt and a stimulant to my silence....
I am a sucker for Dreams.In your heart i have seen a world defying obsession...A dream...A happy dream...
Unlike the worn out offended dream that i am familiar with..
So i leave this brutal lease... to provide the justification of my character.
my love for you ..the love unwelcomed, the love imaging my failure..
will never be spoken of From these lips..the anxious dry lips...the bloody frustrated lips...
Yet the lips of ultimate completion are urz... the eternal dressings on the sweet i cannot proclaim.
take care my dear... the holy ,comforting care shall forever accompany you. My blessings will shed blood at penetrating thorns under your angelic feet.
Now go to sleep please. the timely forgiving sleep, the essential short circuit awaits you...
For me, a new dream awaits..that i shall love again... till disturbing light vanishes all...
