The best thing of my life,
The worst thing of my life,
All happened by the same hand, the same person.
An angel from god,
A demon from the devil,
Both in one, both I love.
Yesterday I felt like dying,
Lost and confused,
The pain was great, too great.
She was my everything,
My angel from heaven,
She's my love.
Anger overwhelmed me last night,
Taking control.
The clock stood still at 8:32
And the phone rang and said her name.
She is the one I love and the one I hate.
we Talked, we cried,
I could feel her pain,
She said she was regretting
What she had done,
Already I was feeling that she felt alone.
To take her back after she hurt me so,
Or to escape pain and give-up on love,
This is the question that haunts my mind.
We promised to talk,
My heart is hoping and praying we do…
But I cant help doubting her and believing she's gone forever.
What to do?
What to say?
I love her, but I hate her.
It's all for me, its about me…
This is what she had told me.
She is my everything, my little angel. But until she talks to me,
I will wait…
But if she takes to long I might not be able to do what my heart wants me to.
So I pray she chooses love and that she does so swiftly.
One moment soon I hope I can hold her in my arms again
And not die by her hand.
I just want to cry when I see her,
But I don't.
I hate this,
I don't understand.
I always thought love could never end,
But I guess I was wrong.
Until the day she returns,
A million tears I will cry
And a million times my heart will fade.
Until that day I will pray.
