It's like not living
Or not having any reason to live
Once that person was gone
I fell apart
I cried every night
And I am still crying now
It hurts so much
I don't know what to do
I feel like a loser
I don't understand
One moment we were happy
And together
Then the next
We were apart
When I see you
I feel like I want to cry
Or at least give you a big hug
But I can't do that now
Because now you have another girl in your life
She is one of my close friends
No one is meant to know about the two of you together
But everyone does
I am so miserable now
I can't help but be upset sometimes
I can't help but think of you
I feel like I have no reason to live
Everything in my life seems to be messing up
But I know
That later on in life
My life will get better
I will find another amazing guy that I will fall in love with
Although even if that happens
You will be in my heart forever
No matter what
Even if I do find someone new
You will always have a place on my heart
You were everything to me
But you don't care
Because now you have her
And she has you
And I have nothing