Tonight I would erase you in my mind;
Tonight you'd be really forever gone.
I can't believe how you made me so blind;
In this battle of ours, you really won.
Now I'm sitting on this cold kitchen floor;
Telling myself: "Tomorrow I am done;
Seven months, but I'm still yearning for more.
But tomorrow he must be forever gone."
One day you'll realize I was for you--
This is the only thing you ought to know.
But you don't have anything else to prove,
'Cuz you were stupid for letting me go.
You'll see it's better if we're together;
But by then, you have lost me forever.
**I made this poem last night for my ex who lied to me so much. He made me believe he was dead. And today August 13, 2007; we're supposed to be together now for 7 months.