What it feels like to be whole

First off let me say id be going to hell
if loving you was a sin
i don't know how to say this
i don't know where to begin

since the moment i met you
your beauty made me sway
i must be dreaming this isn't me
never knew i could feel this way

then you were gone
and so was my soul
without you by my side i knew
i would never be whole

i talked to you and sounded
normal for once in my life
if i had it my way
i would have this angel as my wife

but i was moving to fast being in your presence
was like a natural high
i told you meeting a girl this beautiful
is like having Christmas in July

you had this control over me
i said everything you wanted to hear
you made me feel like
i had nothing to fear

i lived to see you smile
and longed to make you laugh
i could tell right away
that you were my other half

i asked you out the same day
and to my surprise you said yes
then i kissed you you kissed me back
and I'm going to be honest i felt blessed

I'm going to tell you how it feels
to let a girl like that into your soul
this story explains
what it feels like to be whole