Hurt You

When I look up at the night sky
And see all the stars smiling down at me
You are the first thing that comes to mind
Still can't believe I let you go

You were the best thing that happened to me
But all I ever did was push you farther away from me
There's no excuse for what I did
Except that maybe I was scared

Scared of letting you in my life
Getting so close that you could hurt me
Scared of knowing you loved me
Feeling things I couldn't comprehend

I was putting my heart on the line
So close to giving it all to you
I trusted you with everything
Just not my heart

I know I really hurt you
Nothing I do will ever make it up to
But wherever you are, I hope you can hear me
You were my first true love and always will be