Fake smile

I went to school that day
put on a fake smile
acted like everything was okay
tried to laugh all the while
But wen i got home
my smile faded away
i locked myself in my room
and cried the rest of the day
I sat up straight on my bed
looked down at my wrist
i knew it was time
that i had to end all of this
i sat in the corner
and turned out the lights
i brought the knife to my wrist
and said it was gonna be alright
I watched as the blood started dripping
and the tears started falling
then everything started fading
and i knew there'd be no more aching
no more painful heartbreaks
or any more pain
so i let my life go
and i took in the flame