I cry myself to sleep at night
And everywhere I go I start a fight
I dont have a reason for these things I do
But I know that its something to do with you
I cut my arms reall deep
And at night I can not sleep
Im not really sure why you haunt my dreams
But I know that at night your hear me scream
The biggest problem you left on my shoulder
Was the one that holds me down like a boulder
Your the reason why I cry and cant sleep at night
The reason why I cut myself and start fights
Because of the stupid problem you left me behind
You could have at least, before, gave me a sign
I could have been ready for the sadness you left me
I could have expected it maybe Id be happy
You should have told me your love for me was lessening maybe my heart would have lessened as well
But now that you left me I feel so sad and afraid that its hard for me to come out of my shell
*****I like to act and pretend like stuff is happing in my life when it really isnt so that i can put real feeling into my poems and try to make it good. so this is for all the people that lost a love unexpectedly. dont close your heart, you'll find better.*********
