So..My life is gone! What else could go wrong? I�ve lost the only things that keep me
alive..I�ve lost my soul to keep me going..I�ve lost my world..my home! I guess it�s cuz
i don�t listen. That i�m just a big disappointment to everyone in my family. I guess it
feels like they don�t care and they don�t love me. I�m use to it..i had to go through
it with my dad but now i guess i�m facing my worst fear having to go through it
with my mom n friends! When i was lil i always said � i�m not my sister..I�ll never grow
up to be her!� But if u look at me i guess i have..it hurts so bad having to wake up every
morning knowing that before the day is done something i love will be gone..FOREVER!
I just don�t know wat to do ne more. I�m causing my mom so much pain that i don�t even
want come home cuz ik i�m doing something to her..weather it�s not listening or if its doin something wrong. I wasn�t brought up this way..i always loved my mom n i always will but wat am i doin. Wat i�m doin isn�t love it�s torture! I can�t live wit my dad..i don�t want to! My friends are here..my family is here. Nothing of mine is there..no memories..no love..no family!
