DepressioN

Dont you believe me when i say
im in such pain
as i walk through each day
i remember after sunshine there must be rain

i get a feeling
it comes from deep inside
i get sad and touchy
wanting to go and hide

they say its depression
i say its just me
but the thoughts and the feelings
no one will ever see

this feeling of lonliness
is making me fall apart
i just can't take it
cant you see i'm crying alot

everyone else is happy
but not me
unable to do what wat must be done
a waste to humankind i must be

if all i do is cry
and i lie
i can't stop this
all i want is to die

as the need for my knife
becomes stronger everyday
all these sad feelings
will never go away

thats the thing about depression
i just can't shake the feeling
even if everything turns out ok

for how much longer
i might be able to take this
i do not knoe
its just that
i feel like giving up
to someone i call my foe

am i just suffering from depression
not so maybe
am i going to die
if so maybe