Her Suicide Note...

Story of her life
a simple young girl
who acts as everything is fine
even her whole world swirl

she was a friend of every one
she had a good heart and soul
she was such a perfect one
she was the best of the all

she seemed to have no problems
her face have that special smile
she knows how exactly
to make your life worth while

she was daddy's little girl
mammy's sweet heart
she was as solid as a mountain
no one thought she may fall apart

her words had a magical effect
that can take anyone's sorrow
the was she used to smile and say
"I'm sure there's a better tomorrow

in her beautiful eyes
you can hardly see a tear
but the pain is inside
this pain she couldn't bear

she feel it deep inside
but she don't let it show
she tried hard to hold on her life
but she finally give in and let it go

one day they found her in a pool of her blood
beside her lying her suicide note
words was mixed with pain
and here's what she wrote

"I'M SORRY FOR ALL OF YOU
FORGIVE ME MAM AND DAD
IT WAS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO HANDLE
JUST TRY TO UNDERSTAND

MAMMY PLEASE DON'T CRY
DADDY PLEASE BE TOUGH
I'M IN A BETTER PLACE NOW
IN HAVENS HIGH ABOVE

IT'S NOT BECAUSE OF YOU
DADDY IT'S NOT YOUR MISTAKE
I JUST CAN'T KEEP PRETENDING
AND EVERYTHING AROUND ME IS FAKE

I'M SORRY FOR YOU ALL
I'M SORRY I PUT YOU THROUGH THIS PAIN
BUT IF THE CHOICE IS ONCE MORE MINE
I WILL CHOOSE TO DO THIS AGAIN

MAMMY IT'S BECAUSE THE PAIN I FEEL
THAT NO ONE CAN EVEN SEE
I'M JUST NOT STRONG ENOUGH
THIS TOUGH GIRL IS NOT THE REAL ME

MAMMY PLEASE DON'T CRY
AND REMEMBER I'M IN A BETTER PLACE
WE WILL BE ALL TOGETHER AGAIN
I PROMISE ONE DAY WE WILL MEET FACE TO FACE"