So many things go unsaid

So many things go unsaid sometimes its even hard to keep a friend. somethings, like feelings are bottled up inside, they've been there, I've never let then out, so they just hide. sometimes i feel like i could just cry because so many things are living in me. when do i tell them is my main fear or will they get mad and push me to the door? so many things up in my head, i just can't get them out and finally go to bed. so many thing right now are unsaid. not just for me, but for most of you all. when will i tell them, will they listen, thats what i dread.