Cant you see i want you
by the way i push you away
cant you see i long for you
by the way i ignore your phone call everyday
for i wish you could see right through me
then you would know
how i really feel
I'm just scared to show
i push and push
block you out of my life
but you pull in closer
as i steadily look for a knife
i want you gone
but i cant be without you
its all so wrong
but Ive fallen in love with you
my heart so cold
its so black
but you love me
but you cant see all the things i lack
i don't show how i feel
I'm cruel and a complete and utter brat
but you keep trying to get me to reveal
but I'm scared if you knew
you would run and hide
and i would die on the inside
so how do i stop myself from loving you?