I walked slowly down the halls
hoping to not be seen
i closed my eyes and tried to ignore it
but i could feel all the eyes staring at me
they all thought mean things
even tho they didn't say them out loud
i was so different and lonely
they were all part of a crowd
but i didn't fit in anywhere
no one Even gave me a chance
the boys avoided me
never offered any romance
i know that if they just talked to me
they would come to like me
but they just laughed as i walked by
they never knew that i was this unhappy
god i wish they'd understand
how it feels to wanna die
but they're life is just so perfect
they never feel the need to cry
not unless they don't get their way
but that hardly ever happens
they have got it all
living in these fancy mansions
but i wish that for once
they'd feel the pain i feel
then they'd realize how good they have it
and that their lives are too unreal
