These feelings that I NEVER wanted to come back have
Depression, Suicide, Cutting, Drugs
They are all coming back
Why?
I was happy, and I was doing great
Now I am struggling
To hold back tears
And Screams
They are aching to come out of my body
What happened?
I was so happy!
I was ready to take on the world
Full speed ahead
Now I feel like
Stopping
I have lost all my will power
I wanted to do so much better than I had in the past
Now
I dont even know
I know I can keep lying to everyone
Telling them I am OK
But how much longer
Am I going to lie to myself?
