Am
the freak
on the leash.
Held back
learning how to control
and maintain.
I'm a little later
than the others
but at least
I'm learning
and not
completely
crazy and lunatic.
Psychosistic.
Psycho.
It takes me
and holds the controls
the monster inside me
has come out
and has taken me over.
Good bye friend.
Farewell.
I don't want to leave,
but I have no choice.
It pulls me,
drags me
and shakes the sense
out of me.
It leeches out
drips onto the floor.
Spreads out
to where other's can drink it
and catch the same disease.
Hee hee hee
you like it don't you?
It goes on forever,
and I don't have a problem.
I tap into the senses
and take you over.
You pass out
and I was your friend
but now I stand over you
and laugh.