So Sad

He committed suicide around nine
But all that time i thought he was fine
He slit his throat
But before he wrote a death note
He blamed me
And they made me see
How cruel i can be

You never noticed me at all
And you was the one who made me fall
I decided one slice would help
But as i cut i let out a yelp
I screamed your name as I sliced my arm
Noticing what you do is bring me harm
I would rather give up my life than not to have you
But I'm tired of the things you do
So good bye forever
Cause i knew for me to have you is never

Sad part is i loved him all this time
But now it feels like i committed a crime
I killed someone by giving up love
And now he's in the heavens up above