Fake Smile

Though we weren't together long, feelings did grow,
Never in my dreams did I see you so quickly go.
You promised not to hurt me, yet here I sit bleeding,
You broke my heart when it was you I was needing.

I'll put on another fake smile and pretend it's okay,
As day after day I just hide my pain away.
Tell you I'm fine and with time I'll be fine,
As my eyes so slowly lose their sparkle and shine.

I know we weren't together long, but I did care,
Whenever you weren't looking I couldn't help but stare.
I felt different with you, and for once I was real,
It was different from this pain that I always seem to feel.

I'll put on this fake smile and say it's all alright,
As these demons I will continue to fight.
I'll hide from the world what I feel inside,
For these feelings I will forever hide...

~*Who Cares?*~
i had a boyfriend for about a week...i was really starting to care for him. he said he loved me more then anything...yet now i am alone...=(