Dear Dawson

I waited so long for the right boy, and I really believed I found him
it makes me wonder what he now thinks of me,
does he hate me, does he care or is he just happy to be free?
I cant come to terms as to when it all went wrong
maybe its my fault but dont worry ill be fine,
ill sort out all these problems, they are all mine.

I wish it could have ended a whole lot better
but I guess we didn't have a choice, drama took its role,
and everything just went spiralling outa control
I wish I could turn back time and change all this,
and id say goodbye and give you one last kiss.

it took me time to get use to you not being in the bed,
I'm over the part where your always in my head.
I'm actually getting somewhere and the anger is leaving.
I'm feeling happier I no longer have an aching heart,
I now understand we really needed to be apart.

I hope your happy, I wouldnt want anything less
you know ill always be here for you in every way.
no matter what it is or what time of the day.
I'm ok that we are no longer US
we want different things that I understand,
Ill always be your friend and im here to lend a hand