Insecurities

I walk in the door and fall
another day bought more pain
filled with the same old thing
but ill never complain

i'm dreaming of a happy ending
as my body hits the floor
i feel so heavy and weak
im screaming out 'no more'

but the sorrow just invades
creeping through my heart
running thorough my body
its never going to part

i walk to the mirror and stare
at the ugliness that is me
the tears fall and hang on my lips
as i stare and what i see

a cold sad girl stares back
feircly galncing her eyes at mine
she reaches out a hand
and takes the heart that is mine

now im nothing at all
facing a world of insecurtiy
walking lost in my own foot steps
longing for a world of purity