That's Not Who I Am

Smiling every single day
Feeling cutting pain inside
Every day I'm pretending
When all I want to do is hide

Knowing once the day had passed
Tears will roll down my face
Hurt will grip tight on my soul
Feeling that for me there's no place

When I'm out with friends
I'll giggle, laugh and smile
Yet underneath it all
I'm wondering what's worthwhile

Become so good at faking
No one knows the real me
But deep inside I'm screaming
Can nobody hear my plea?

Tears have become my best friend
Seems my soul is truly damned
Outside I look perfectly content
Unfortunately that's not who I am