Confusion of Romance

I have this feeling deep within
It comes and goes once you touch my skin
I need to know just how you feel
Because it's hard for me to sit and deal
I'm lost in love and so much more
I wish you knew how much I care
Because I smile whenever you are there
But you have no idea,not a single clue
That deep inside and far beneath,I love you

This is hard,I'm so confused
I'm caught in the middle,what should I do?
I'm in love with her
Getting over him
Yet I look at you and think my feelings are sin
I want to be there in your arms
But I love her so much,I refuse to cause her any more harm

I wish I could step back
just sit and watch for awhile,figure things out
just put life on hold until I know exactly what to do
But time continues and life rolls on
I'm afraid to let you go,afraid one day you'll be gone
So I hold onto her,and I remain loyal
I am still lost and confused when I look at you
I wish I knew what to do
Give me a sign,tell me what you think I should do
Make my decision for me
Help me see
Whether you are the one
Or her
Or even him
But all my thoughts confuse me and make me think it's all sin