I'm trying

I'm trying to be strong
I'm trying to not pretend
I'm trying to see the truth
And not think of this as the end

I'm sad yet I am happy
Alone but not so numb
I've got everyone I need
But I'm feeling stupid, dumb

I'm trying, yes I'm trying
To not let it get to me
But I hurt so deep inside
And its something I can't see