Everything seems to be getting harder and harder
as i go on in life.
I'm being pushed and shoved everyday
ppl yelling at me asking me what going on,
I'm starting to break down and not knowing what to say.
experiencing loss has not happened to me
until this point in my life.
it just hurts to realize what happened
and feel the pain of reality stabbing me like a knife!
i don't know what to do anymore...
i cry myself to sleep cause i cant hear your voice,
i scream when I'm alone, but nobody knew,
nobody knew the true pain and depression i was going through.
I'm hard on myself for everything being gone
and i feel like i have nothing left.
i hate hurting myself,
but sometimes the pain hurts too much
and i just have to let it pour out. xXx
i love a boy and he loves me...
why cant anyone get that through their head?!
you just cant keep two ppl like that away from each other-
keeping us apart is tearing me apart,
I'd rather be dead
