Saving a Life

So you sit alone
let the tears fall
but you dont even realize
that you have it all

have all the glory
the greatest girlfriend
the greatest story
and you still cry

i wonder
do you still care
do you still wish
that you were still there?

i wonder
are you done
when you hear the thunder
you pick up that gun

do you really mean it?
or are you just dreaming?
put down that gun
please keep on breathing

but instead
you turn it around
wishing i was dead
you point it at me

and for a brief second
i hear no sound
i see him in my mind
and my heart begins to pound

but your girlfriend you see
she saves my life
she jumps in front of me
you can't react

the triggers already pulled
you fall to the floor
cry by her side
as i shut the door

for what you don't know
was she was in love with me
and yet it didnt show
she's rather be with me