Your choice

I cant go on
its too hard
ever since you left
i rebuilt my guard

i saved all your pictures
re-read your letters
but to have you here
would be so much better

3 years has past
and i am just stuck
loosing you forever
thats just my luck

i thought you were the one
forever the one to stay
but you arnt here
not tomorrow, yesterday, or today

i cry myself to sleep
while whimpering your name
its hard to smile
when your absence brings me pain

i started cutting
once you left
because without you
i don't have a last breath

Friends think I'm insane
for still holding on
but its hard to let go
knowing you will always be gone

my heart still in love
yet so sore
i hurt so bad
to the bottomless cores

it sends chills down my spine
to think of you
but i just cant help it
its something i have to do

all i can do now
is just close my eyes and breath
respect the facts-
it was your choice to leave