I dont think ive been honest with my self
Or mabye it just took me this long to realize this,
But i forgive you,
and i admit we both screwed up, its not easy to admit to urself that your also the cause of it
but im admitting it now, and i know its too late
but i was so busy being mad at you that i forgot
my part in all of this, i was so busy seeing my side
that i didnt see all of yours
but the point is we have each other to blame,
im not perfect noone is, but i feel like
im going to let people down and im going
to make mistakes and as much as none of us
mabye want to admit that we all do.
You and i did our fair share of mistakes
We didnt always handle them right
But at the time everything was said
Everything felt right for that exact moment
I dont want to pretend like everything is ok
It happened and i know we cant take it back
Mabye were never going to be together again
But why be mad at eachother all our lives
I know i asked you some things
But you cant blame me for being mad
At that point nothing mattered to me
And all i wanted was to feel safe again
At that moment i couldnt feel safe with you
And i knew the only way i could feel safe again
Was to let you go,
I pretended for so long that i didnt care anymore
And that i was happy you were gone
But deep down all i wanted was for everything to be ok
Honestly im glad i let you go,
Because i dont think i would have realized all of this
This just made everything so much clearer you know
Even if its to late to say your sorry or to late
For forgivness knowing the pain is gone
Thats all the sorrys and forgivness i need
Life its full of suprises, people are going
To let you down and people are going to leave,
But we can let one broken heart ruin
Any chance of finding love again,
