Childish Devil..

You're like a million questions in a box,

And I'm standing frozen with the key,

My hand is shaking and I'm aware,

Here lies the answer to insanity.

But in my mind a little voice comes out,

And asks me if I even want to know,

Why we can never do it right,

Why you always wind up letting go.

And now we've tried so many times,

And God I'm tired of losing hope,

So sick of failing at the top,

You always make me lose control.

Are you a young sadistic child?

That just keeps playing with my heart,

And while you smile I hope for once,

I get to tare this box apart.

Your eyes are sparkling with guts,

I always hated when you smiled like that,

You ask me if I've had enough,

You flash your teeth like you're about to crack,

I never knew why I kept trying,

And why I never knew till now,

You're just a little kid that's lying,

I'll break that gut of yours somehow.

You laugh; you love to drive me crazy,

And I wont show you I'm about to cry,

cause you're my little devil, baby,

Though I hate it I can't deny,

No matter how long you'll be teasing me,

I'll stand right through the pain,

And though my luck might be deceiving me,

I'll drive your devilish heart insane.

Yours
Semper Ardens Obsession