Breaking up..

I think it would be better,

If even for the best,

That I closed the door behind me leaving,

Closed the door without returning,

Never to come back,

And as I'm about to walk now,

Standing frozen on the floor,

I can see that you've been crying,

I can see that you are dying,

And I know that from this second,

I've taken everything you had.

We get so easily addicted,

We're so scared to be alone,

And we pull ourselves through hell

cause we can't make it on our own.

So tonight your bed is empty,

And I'm sure you're still awake,

I had to find a way to leave,

You had to make it through the break.

How to leave someone I've loved,

How to look you in the eye,

How to keep myself from crying,

How to say that word, goodbye,

I've never seen you more forgiving,

Seen you begging, like you do,

I've never heard that voice so broken,

As I'm hearing it from you,

And as I close the door behind me,

As I'm whispering your name,

Wonder why it ever got this far,

How we'll ever stand the pain.

So alone when we're together,

Even harder when we're not,

Should I ever, could I ever,

Leave someone I really love?

Yours
Semper Ardens Obsession