I know I should forget him
But I can't
He's the best thing from my past
He's the first person
That ever made me feel alive
He's the first person
To ever make my body shiver
To make my body quake
To make me feel desire
He's the first to ever
Kiss my soul
He touched me
Right down to my heart
In the past he made me his
No matter what he did to me since
I think I love him still
No matter what I say or try to think
I still feel for him
I'm turning out to be just like the
Women I know
I'm beginning to wonder what it would be like
With him again
He hurt me bad
But still I feel for him
The mention of his name
Give me butterflies
The reading of his letters
Forms a not in my tummy
What am I to do?
I think I want
To know what I wonder
I think I want
To love what I lost
I think I want
To know if love is still there
Even if it wasn't love
Is was something
Something I never felt before or since
Now I know why
The women I know hold on to
The men they love
It's hard to let go
It's hard to move on
It's hard to ignore
Now I know why the women I know
Stay when they should leave
Now I know what they go through
Now I know why my mother never left
Now I know why she never tries to leave
I know I what she feels
I know what they all feel
I'm just like them
I'm a woman too
I once felt strongly for someone
I fear I still feel the same
I'm just like all the women I know
But can I forgive?
I think not
