Ending my life

I sit back in a cold lonely room
No one here with me but my shadow
Its a dark and raining place
With tears running down my face

Tears of blood tears of sorrow
Im left here with nothing
Just a few scars and a knife
To add to my bruised tormented life

All the hiding away my fears
Trying to fight back all my tears
Is going to end today
Im sorry it turned out this way

There is no one to blame
Its just me causing the pain
Taking this knife and cutting my wrist
Why do i continue to do this

Because i deserve it
I deserve to be hurt
After all ive done
And its just so much fun

To watch the blood rush out my arm
But its not causing any harm
Because no one really cares
You were never really there

I step out into the rain
So the water droplets was the blood away
I continue to cut myself again
This knife is my only friend

I fall down to my knees
Right there in the middle of the street
And let god take my very last breath
As i stab the knife into my chest