Killing me Inside(Please tlk to me)

I gave you my heart
and i fell in love with you
i risked everything
is your love really true?
I message you
day after day
you don't reply
i cant say that I'm okay
At night i cry
i just wanna dream forever
I'd love it that way
then we could be together
it doesn't matter where i am
as long as I'm with you
we could go and search for my heart
the heart that you just threw
god you make me cry like I've never cried before
maybe your computer is just having problems
if you don't let me know soon
my heart will break into a million tiny atoms
please just find a way
so we can talk
i locked up my heart safe and tight now
i leave it in your hands for you to unlock
please be careful
its easy to break
you hurt it and i will die
from this deadly heartache
i guess i have no choice but to wait
wait for you to explain
i leave my life in your hands
please take away all the pain
you know you can
you can heal the wounds on my heart
make me feel special
and never let us go apart
cure my depression
give me a reason to smile
make me happy again
make me feel worthwhile
I love you
and i fear i always will
you have the power to save me
but will you choose to kill?