The Dream

Last night i get into bed and try to go to sleep
But like the nights before i couldn't get a peep
Every time i close my eyes i have that scary dream.
And even though I try it's stuck there it seems.
Maybe it's a reminder of all the things i miss or maybe the thought or the people I can't forget.
I never thought it would be this hard after all these years. For not having you around I've shed so many tears.
I think a lot about it and that day we said Good-bye and just the thought of it makes me wanna cry.
If you were here I'd have some place to go.
So i could be myself and not my Happy clone.
I know this sounds dumb, just because in my heart.
I know you're not that far away and that's a good start.
I know in the future i will see you again.
And we can laugh and talk and joke about my crazy friends.
For my life is just beginning and yours to it seems
For you are now in heaven the happiest place to be. So I'll ask you one favor and i hope you understand, please
help me through the next 4 years and be my best
friend. So once again I'll get back in bed, For maybe this will be the night my heart is in my head