If I...

Sitting in the dirt I cry
I'm sitting all alone
Would you even notice
If I didn't come home?

you don't even see through
all of my lies
you don't notice my fake smiles
or see the sadness in my eyes

If I told you I loved you
would you tell me so too?
or would you smile it away
like it meant nothing to you?

If I told you I cared
what would you say?
Would you smile back at me
and then shrug it away?

If I died here right now
and forgot what we had
when I never came back
would you even be sad?