Can i ever respond to your voice?
i feel so weak, i feel so empty.
so unstable and so embarassed.
seeeking out from what makes me happy just to feel numb all over again.
you're my weakness, i'm my own betrayal.
avoiding what's in front of me, expecting to get rejected.
With these intense emotions, i don't know how else to react.
i wish i could understand more of myself.
it's not you, it's me.
i'm the one to blame, i'm the one to change.
i know you're listening and i know that you can grasp the meaning of how i feel.
i don't want you to get hurt because like i said, i'm unstable.